I love You My Queen Sahar

Today I wish I had someone to tell me a bedtime story to change my tears of pain to laughter,just like you used to do every nite..

“I love you to heaven and back”

Do you have a special friend that you could trust with your life? One that no matter the mistakes you make or have made, you’ll never be judged? Time or distances that separate you will never matter, she still loves you? I have had that privilege and lost this person on December 20^th 2008.

At age of 19 going to London for first time without family was such a big deal!

To add to the excitement I had arranged to meet my friends we were going to party it up in London town.

My Sahar and I were all dressed alike for this fun filled event. I can still close my eyes and see her standing in the doorway. She was wearing a jean skirt, black leather boots and a shirt just like mine!

As the time went on during my trip it was as if I had known Sahar forever, and she was my best friend. we knew each other before that but it was the first time we spent time together alone,The spark of our personalities was immediate. I knew when she jumped out of her seat and danced as if no one was watching in the aisle to Candy Girl, that she was special.

The distance of our  home countries kept us always apart but when we were reunited it was just like we had spend every day together.

If not for her, you probably wouldn’t be reading this right now, as this blog started by her and mine ideas together it was a university project for me, but it was something we started together to put our thoughts and words together she was my inspiration my partner in every single crime, if someone would ever comment any thing negative, she would curse the poor fellow down, she was always there for me, no matter what.

I will also tell you losing Sahar like that feels like someone has ripped my heart out. "Unity brought so much happiness into my life – she was my sunshine, my best friend and role model.

She died 5 days before her 24^th birthday, you were my soul mate, we were celebrating our birthdays together as mine was just few hours after yours, we had tickets to leave to Dubai on the 25^th just right on time for our birthdays.Sunday 22nd December i was waiting and waiting for my baby girl at Heathrow i will never forget that day. I cant imagine you are gone my baby girl.

my world is less beautiful and glamorous without you

We were supposed to start our business together in the summer 2009 and be in every single moment together.

We were suppose to move in a beautiful dream house in  London together, We were supposed to start going to the gym together, 2009 was our year together.

She was supposed to be my maid of honor. She was supposed to be the godmother of my first born. She was supposed to be there for most of my life. Why? Why her? She was so excited about starting to write with me.

 I miss her sooooo much. Everything even reminds me of her.

She was one of the friends that stood by me when it felt as if most of the world turned its back on me. She was there whenever I needed a friend to vent too.

Sahar, You were my best friend since as far as I can remember. You stood by me when it felt as if most of the world has turned it's back on me and you stuck by me when things got better. You were there for me through thick and thin you are truly one of the  bestest friends anyone can ask for. I still can't believe your gone but I know you are in a way better place. I'll never forget you for you are imprinted in my heart. I'm looking forward to the time when I get to see you again. I love you soo much and you are my angel.

Love always, your Queen D.

Please if anyone is reading this who is going through the same sort of thing - please make the most of every moment you have together tell that person you love them everyday - and please talk to each other - and spend as much time together as possible through the good times and the bad - particularly the bad - grab every opportunity and please be patient when times get tough and be there for them - it is a frightening experience and they need you.

Coco Rocha

My favourite model has her own very personal blog, right here at blogspot, love it!! check her out if you are bored here..

http://ohsococo.blogspot.com/

IF LOOKS COULD KILL...

What do you get when you have a young lad with a northen accent, looks to kill, dress sense to die for and a big touch of DIVA-NESS... All this summed up will equal to one name that you should always remember and you will be seeing more and more of and that is AKMAL SHAUKAT!
Akmal stepped into the modelling industry at the tender age of 16 and it was not long until his sharp unique features got him recognised and popular... Soon enough Akmal was an international hit, being represented by various modelling agencies including BOSS Models Akmal started his journey of conquering the fashion industry.

Having such an unforgettable and striking look took Akmal to new heights from appearing in various magazines to working for top fashion names such as Hugo Boss...
Being a part of the industry myself I had never come across a male model which I thought WOW! at first glance... My first aquaintance with Akmal was a couple of years ago at the Face of Asia competition... Among the male contestants I think everyone had already figured out who the winner was, I mean no offence to the other male participating candidates but honestly there was no competition... The sharp feautures, the hair, the style was enough to stand out in itself among the rest of the typical asian lads but I guess for everyone the killer was the walk on the ramp!

With so much presence, such an expression and such a striking air about him even if Naomi was paired up with him I think he would outshine her and she'd end up bashing out on him on the ramp.... Damn I would hate to have been the other guys it must have felt very intimidating!
But this Diva is not just all looks... with creative talents like his, sometimes I myself become in awe of my friends that have so much more to them!!! Not only is he so great in front of the camera but also behind the camera too... A hidden hobby that was kept as a little secret by him... Ooopsie... did I say secret??? Well not anymore I guess.

He is currently busy collaborating with stunning models, amazing wardrobe stylists and magical make up artists to introduce to the world his view from behind the camera and I can tell you with full surety that it would be one hell of a view that would blow you away!!! SO WATCH THIS SPACE!!!

Forgive me ladies but due to a very high rate of demand unfortunately I cannot share any contact information with you guys... hehe!
Oh, but if your SUPER nice then ummm... just MAYBE! ;o)
Until next time....

Ben walker

Readers may or may not be familiar with Ben Walker, the English Born entertainer  (I use that term very strongly here according to his sharp gentlemen accent) who teaches us the boys and girls, men and women of Barcelona how to party it up with style and glamour and who thinks Barcelona needs more entertainment so he keeps it real and brings it On

I think he’s finally found the perfect venue (not that the others were not perfect) But there is something new about Suite, it is different it is new and the place is not as huge as all the other clubs here in this town.

Suite is Elegant here you actually get the chance to meet and finally talk with everyone, I give it 10 out of 10.if you have not been there yet you should not miss tonight’s party then, let Mr. walker show you how to walk this towns entertainment.

What most folks don't know is that my friend Ben Walker can sing, he has this amazing smooth voice I LOVE IT! As Robin Thick says , “There’s just something about singing it gives you some perspective. You’re involved in something bigger than just yourself.”

Needless to say, when I hear music that gives me goose bumps or that makes me weep, I just have to share it with someone. Today that someone is you! You’re in for a treat here so get ready to give five minutes of your undivided attention to this myspace site. You’ll be glad you did! Let ‘er rip!

http://www.myspace.com/benwalkermusic

P.s

If you want to meet this good looking hard working friend of mine, tonight you will exclusively find him at this address

SUITE NIGHTCLUB

Calle Villarroel 216 (entre Buenos Aires y Londres)

Every Friday night

23:59 until 06:00

Arrive for 2am.

b-ROOM VIP Guestlist

 

On Friday 19th December 2008, Suite Nightclub will be 8 days old. The birth has passed and the growth has already begun...

MAKING YOU LOOK HOT!

As a model in the industry I have had the privilege of working with many talented and some not so talented people. One talent that I have come across has been a young man from London with amazing talents and the perfect eye for attention to detail.
Working with a good photographer is every models dream, although it takes the whole group on set to make you look good but in the end of it all you could look AWESOME but if the right photographer is not a part of the team then the pictures could come out looking very wrong... Trust me it happens.

There have been a very few photographers that I have come across who produce "Of The Hook" pictures and one of them is no other than Mr Belal Ashraf.
Having been in the industry for over nine years and worked for renowned names such as Vogue, POP, Prada and Shiseido, our Belal is a easy going guy with a humble attitude towards life and feet firmly on the ground.
He has a amazing way of capturing each image and a magical touch to add to each piece of his work. The way he captures a woman's sensuality and the way he turns you into an absolute sex siren even if you look like ugly betty leaves you speechless cos he has the ability to see and recognise your potential and transforms you into a Victoria's Secrets Supermodel but with an edge. Now that just amazes me!

One thing I must say I love about him is how cool he is and although he plays a big part in the industry at the same time he shuns the limelight and is only in it for his passion and not for being the name uttered by everyone. His work is as unique as it can get and his talent beyond belief so for once I would like to give this amazing person a great deal of credit for his Godly given talents.
Behind every successful model there is a extremely talented and magical photographer and Belal is one of those photographers that with his work has pushed a lot of models and given their careers a boost by making them look SO HOT!

For more of his magical work go to his website belalashraf.com
And ladies yes he is single... and yes I do have his number ;o)

Queen

S

I’m so totally famous

That’s right. I will put on my shades and say “No, oh please. No autographs today, I’m so exhausted.” Then I will smile sweetly at the darling little paparazzi men as they snap photos of me wearing decent clothing that fully cover my underwear.

Or maybe not. But I was interviewed today for Veckorevyn (it’s a Swedish magazine) about fashion and lifestyle.

Those who personally knows me kind of know that I really am not interested in having a career in Sweden or become one of those pretty Please Blog wannabe Divas out there as everyone is doing the same same job just by different names so far and believe me or not they get paid for that as well!! 

Dagens Outfit "go-ogle the word you will see " here or there does it look like i care what you wear =Well well that is why I said Yes to the interview to say all this Pretty Loud. I will link the post once it is published.

Anyway I learned something about myself doing the interview. I felt really sorry for the poor reporter because not only do I have a bit of a speech impediment that still emerges when I get excited about something; my spoken grammar is awful. I don’t speak with people in the phone often as I Usually write sms or IM so I have the time to chill and think about how things are going to sound.

I have to say I’m impressed with the writer, he managed to decypher what I was saying and record it accurately. 

And I’m very happy that he didn’t write that tree hugging hippie comment that I made– because I think that was the *only* thing I actually managed to say with perfect elocution. I don’t think I should repeat it here either. I think there’s a generally understood thing with speech impediments is the only time they subside is when something wholly inappropriate is being said (which is probably why I’m so articulate when Sahar and I are on the phone.)

Worth your 2 minutes def my two favourite people right now

I heart Erin Wassons and Alexander Wang Right now at this moment!! here is a video from style.com with Erin and Wang's after party

Miss Independent *S*

About 5 Months ago six foot four inch tall man interested in "talking to me" suggested that I listen to a song called Miss Independent by a young man named NeYo. The lyrics are as follows...

Ooh its something about just something about the way she moved I cant figure it out, there's something about her (about her) Say ooh theres something about, Kinda women that want you but dont need you Hey

This song reminds me of how a strong woman doesn’t solely depend on men. She does her own thing and knows how she handles situations. She is brave and strong and relies on her intellect for decision-making.

I was raised by a strong minded respected man who taught me how to be the great woman behind that great man. HOWEVER, he also taught me how to stand on my own if that great man doesn’t ever show-up.

Nothing ever happened between miss independent and that 6 foot four inch tall man but the song is still one of my favorites I dedicate it all my intelligent, strong, feminine, career minded divas out there, I love every each of you my famous divas

My Fame Killer Killer looks

Peace of mind comes now from Prada instead of normalcy.

In College I was so taken with styling, trend spotting, discovering new looks, and the general normal conceptions of fashion. Looking back I believe it was a response to the staid academic atmosphere. I craved the loud pink skirts and cashmere pullovers the ones my mother got my specially from some indian Markets. It helped balance my heady intellectual life.

Right now, in my current incarnation as Barnista Fashionista, I am a whirlwind of activities. The idea of always having something to rely on as I whisk out the door really appeals to me. As they say: “There is a kind of peace of mind that comes from being perfectly well dressed that even religion is powerless to bestow.” Hence my current fascination with basics. What kind of wardrobe can I craft that will carry me through any occasion, especially as I have so little money to spend on it?

Thus I find myself in Prada pumps, my jeans, and basic American Apparel tank tops. It works, I don’t feel out classed, and I have some kind of peace of mind as I mingle with the rich, the well heeled, and their celebrity archetypes. I felt just fine at the Prada party in my little black dress, cardigan, and Prada pumps even as I am surrounded by the best dressed people on the planet.

My love of basics is still evolving. Perhaps in the future I feel more sartorial in my fashion choices as my life settles down and I can rely on a steady paycheck, a real apartment, and the other things in life people take for granted. Peace of mind comes now from Prada instead of normalcy. 

In that sense my love of basics is how I make sense of the world, or at least the world I currently inhabit. The beauty of fashion is that it is always changing, just as we are, and as we become who we are and who we wish to be, fashion can mirror that back, or push us on towards greater things. And I think that makes me a real fashionista, even if I wear the most boring clothing on the planet.

Today basics, tomorrow who can say?

Thank you everyone who came last night! 25 damn to the age at famous Kama.

So Much Fun last night, thanks to everyone who came to share the moments with me, i was pretty wasted but as they say you can do it up when you are surrounded by love ones!

Barcelona's Fame Did this To me!!

Singer Songwriter Nika Laurence

For a Month a go i went for the very first time here in barcelona to see one of my good friends and amazing singer Nika laurence performing here in CARPIE DIEM.


Before I start I need to say something……. Nika blew MY FACE OFF!!!

What a show, I have never seen a person have complete control over an audience like Nika had.

Have you ever been to a show when everyone jumps to their feet when it starts? That is just what
happened……but it never stopped, no one ever sat down, the entire crowd was on its feet for the entire time she was on the scene and loving every minute of it.


She is not only my favorite Madonna but believe me when i say that she is the next great thing out there, she is my idol a strong women, she is areal artist with a real attitude.No fakness out here..

Insanely artistic...not the type of artistic that insinuates ‘bizarre’ or ‘special’ but the kind that only come around once in a while. The kind that makes you step back in awe. Nika is an artist.

Nika sees beauty and color and light in her mind and transfers that onto any surface through her songs and music. That’s a true artist. It’s a talent I’ve always envied her for, seeing the world interpretively and having the acute ability to express it to others however she wants, through songs on the stage.

She came to Barcelona from Germany with lots of dreams in her deep behind and now she is living her dream life which I am so proud of, she is my Local Celebrity, whattttchhh out.

We live in the same house, opposite rooms sides from each other. I think that’s fate. And I think fate is why we’re friends.

I will continue listening to her while she is singing out here for me every morning and night but YOU out there Keep a eye on this Coming artist as my Nika has just landed from the jet plane, watch out for her and her very first up coming CD.

For now you can log in to her official my space or if you are in this never sleeping city Barcelona check her out this weekend in Carpie diem, and disquteca.

 

My Famous Badboy..

Attention, Upper East Siders

I love chuck bass. It's not that I don't like to look at Dan Humphrey and Nate but somehow I'm drawn to bad boy image like Chuck has. His stare and the way he talks confident and definitely knows what he wants.

Chuck is the most complex, textured, and wickedly fascinating character on television, right now if you are following GossipGirl you know exactly what im talking about, i swear if you looked up the term womanizer in the dictionary - you'd definitely find a picture of my sexy bad boy chuck bass - played by british actor Ed westwick 

My mr. bass is totally the guy i cant stand but I find myself irresistibly,oddly, madly  attracted to!

he is the guy whom i love to hate, but who is Chuck bass?

Someone who can be found sipping scotch in a smoking jacket in the middle of the afternoon? Or is he the insecure, attention-seeking son whose goal in life is to be anything other than a disappointment to his father? Could he really be the unscrupulous charmer who flaunts his wealth for favors or is he actually the undercover loveaholic who craves passion and intensity so long as it's real and genuine?

It seems Chuck Bass is all of these things, and that's what makes him so great. He's definitely got the "bad boy" flair that i always seek some how in guys, he is important and powerful two key words that always works very well for me..

If you're not watching Gossip Girl yet (cah-razy!), and you have no idea who Chuck Bass is (pretty please!), this will give you a peek into his demented favourite little world.

He's such a "Mother Chucker."

YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME

xoxo

Queen D

Jay to the Sean

Candice Pinto

Candice Pinto one of my favorites indian model, and someone that i personally have seen walking the ramp-light at Wills India fashion week back in india- This half goan - manglorean model has been on the life of the fashion weeks, her strikingly beautiful hearshaped face and her lithe figure has charmed one & all, she has been in the industry for some long years now, she has experience of 7 To 8 years as a she sets herself as a true example of "Beauty with Brains."  

Model Candice Pinto has seen the fashion scenario change in India over the period of time. This beautiful lass has not only been a Gladrags winner but has also represented India at the Miss Tourism International pageant as well. With such an experience, she wills to guide the upcoming..

need to know more just holla at me!

Fame Game

We all know fame is fleeting. It's desire and lure is strong for those who don't know its power. Without the knowledge, fame can destroy or shape you. “If you come to fame not understanding who you are, it will define who you are,” says Oprah Winfrey.

You have Paris with no butt Kim with all the butt..

 Internet Boom and fame by association, it takes very little sweat and tears to get into Ramplight these days.  It used to be that you had to have some sort of special talent or years of persistence and hard work just to get your foot in the door, but not anymore.  Anyone’ that is in the right place at the right time may win a first class ticket to stardom. 

here is 3 wannabes some that really annoys  me somehow, this Sunday evening, when im sitting here with my frenchy and having some Pina Coladas..

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Sam Something Famous for taming a wild and child name  Lindsay Lohan.  Too bad it hasn’t helped Lindsay’s career at all, but on the other hand Miss or should i call her Mr  as apparently she is the man in their relationship Sam is rolling in the dough.  I guess since Sam was able to satisfy Lindsay Lohan in ways that so many many men couldn’t, she has earned her fame.  We’ll see how long does her fame moments losts!! History will tell us

Next irritation  bitaaaachhhh is Paris Hilton

Paris Hilton is probably America’s most famous socialite.  Why is she famous?WHYParis Hilton, who is the self-proclaimed “iconic blonde of the decade” and has compared herself to the likes of Princess Diana and Marilyn Monroe.

come did anyone missed out the SEX video thingy?? i have like no words to describe her fame..Nope NADA..NEICHT,non

Kim Kardashian

Wikpedia.com states that “She is perhaps best known for her social life, stolen sex tape, and her role on the E! reality show Keeping Up with the Kardashians.”  Social life? Stolen sex tape? Reality show? Why is she famous?  Do you think ’stolen sex tape’ makes it onto her resume for future career opportunities?

Her Only asset in my eyes is her big behind and probably the main reason why she is so famous, but come on is this the future we are welcoming our kids to?

Aurore Adriaens

Probably my best friend is one of my schoolmates. Her name is Aurore, she is my frenchy and we have known each other since 3 years now. If I were to describe how she looks, I would say she is very pretty,can't imagine going to school and not having her there.

We laugh at the same jokes, we like the same clubs, music or boys, we always hate the same persons.

She is famous for being a real Diva, i envy her for her bags while she sucks everytime she sees my designer shoes..

just check her modeling pictures, i would love to see her modelling for victoria secret, but my frency is too lazy to ever show up at any castings when she was modelling..but watch out for her as we are both planning to move to London and she is planning a career with ELIE SAAB, as daddys girl has got some BIGG contacts.

Australian Party Kid

Corey Delaney  This kid is one of my all time favorite instant celebrities., he is  a BADDASS, he got a cool Rick James attitude. He became famous for throwing a party while his parents were out of town.  500 people showed up terrorizing the neighborhood and vandalizing property.  

The police were called and his parents faced a possible $20,000 fine, yet he was less than apologetic during an interview with the local news.  His interview became an instant youtube hit as he refused to remove his sunglasses and apologize for the trouble he had caused.  The reason he gave for not removing his glasses, “cause there famous.”

Death By Fame

El classico

El Clasico"The most Famous highlight of the football world, the big one, the "derby" between FC BARCELONA &

REAL MADRID: Tonight at 22.00. Real Madrid visit Barça 9 points behind & in turmoil, will they be able to get out alive?

Don’t get me wrong im not a football Girl but I do live in Barna and for the spirit of this city, and all my male friends, lets just hope that this time the victory is ours.

And hopefully My dear Neighbour THIERRY HENRY do some of his back in the day magic at tonight's match, YESS you heard me Right my dear he is my Neighbour! jealous mm yes!! IKNOW

Russian Fifth Avenue

…Robsky writes about beautiful life of Russian Oligarchs, remaining one of those
Girls you can easily talk in the bar…

Probably, you readers, have never heard about Russian Fifth Avenue or so-called Rublevka, well, I haven’t known about that neither, despite the fact that I’m Russian, until unknown and infamous girl from a remote area of the city of Moscow revealed to us what it means to live like an oligarch and to be either his first, what is extremely rare, second, third or forth wife, the list actually can go on and on.
Oksana Robsky was not born rich, didn’t attend the best private schools and her parents didn’t give her Audi car for her 18th birthday party; she was a simple girl, who started smoking and riding cars with boys at the age of 16, while living in one apartment flat with her mother and a brother.
Now it is difficult to imagine that one day she decided to write a book and show to us, women, willing to find happiness in all its aspects and colors, how to marry one of those elite men, who can guarantee you a well-being life when you get old and loose attractiveness, simple as economics Robsky claims.
While she is writing about oligarchs, their wives, mistresses and children and actually being not accepted by “creamy Rublevka inhabitants”, she is living in one of those simple apartments in Moscow, goes to the clubs, where youth goes, update her wardrobe seldom and eats Russian salty tomatoes at the bar close to your house.
Talking about food, feeling really hungry I  need a super Brunch 

ciao for now

Maria Soloveva

NIKA LAURENCE

Nika Laurence

Fashionista/ It Girl

I've had too many bitches (excuse the french) come into my life and too many walk out.
But one I wont ever allow to leave is the mirror reflection of me...
Diwa~ alter one letter and you get Diva!
Originating from a powerful political background, someone who you'd expect to have a head the size of a huge pumpkin but instead in humblility a turnip can pretty much size it up!
From the Swedish city of Gothenburg but a tad too boring-ish for our Drama Queen Fashionista... So she packed her bags and wanted to explore the world and reach new heights... ended up in the metropolitan city of Barcelona where she set up her new goals and got on with her mission of setting it on fire...

The start of the transformation... being accepted in one of Europe's top fashion school IED to study Fashion Marketing and Communication was just the start... Heaven knows how she blagged it in but I'm pretty sure she blew one of her sexy kisses at the head principle and BAM the admission accepted stamp hit the application!

With her looks, charm, charisma, personality, shoes and of course not to forget mentioning her J-Lo booty she won the hearts of many and became the centre of everyone's attention.
I have seen many walk in closets in my life and come across many shoes and handbags but our Fashionista's non walk in closet is ram packed with to DIE for treasures...
Its a shame we are different sizes cos believe you me by now her closet would be empty and mine FULL!

No party would be complete without the It Girl's name on top of the guestlist, her aura, her beauty, her energy and vibrance is the heart and soul of every party....
What you think I'm blagging??? Puh-Lease! Just go check out her 1001 facebook photo albums!

But hold on!! You think that's it??
A lot of people only see as far as their tiny eyes can see but when you look deeper the amazment expands...
So open your eyes and try to see what i see...

Diwa~ The light that guides your path... so beautiful and so vibrant yet an independant hardworking woman at the same time. When a friend's day is gloomy, dark and cold...
Diwa comes along with her bright light not only to shed some light and brighten you up but also to spread some love and warmth to get rid of the chill from the cold... This is the Diwa I know... the girl next door, so strong and so true, real and always there for you... DAMN!!! I can ryhme!

Ok...Ok sounds too nice I know but My Lord if you ever hit the wrong button then BOY you better run as far as your tiny legs can take you...
Oh and if your ever need entertaining drama in your life, then please do not hesitate for a split second in contacting the inventor of this blog.

You're a True Gossip Queen D... the rest just follow :oD

Until next time...
Sahar.D

Amelia Racine

People slip in and out of my life, many of whom were my role models and mentors in their own ways, one of them still is  My friend Amelia Racine "remember the name" Top International Model from Montreal to Paris, Around the Globe, what makes her special is she is not only beautiful but she is a very hard working Model, she has traveled all around the world and have been featured in different fashion shows around the world.

She has worked with top fashion designers and is still in peak of her career.

She smokes impossibly long cigarettes and waves her hands around as she tells you stories of catwalks and fashion designers.She is always dressed very casual  and she does not take herself too seriously.My mother would love her yet also not compare me unfavorably to her like moms can do if your friends are a bit too cool....

Amelia can make me laugh from 3000 miles away, even over a email, watch out for her and if you are impressed by her glamorous looks just like me  just Google her.. you will see for yourself!! or ask me and i will appeal your request to my board and we will see what we can do!! my humour is pretty bad today, i know why ? last night party hours?YESS

Where is my mind?

Listen to Pixies where is my mind..

"Where Is My Mind?" is a song by the American alternative rock band Pixies. It is the seventh track on their 1988 album Surfer Rosa.

"Where Is My Mind?" was prominently featured and got really fampuse during the final scene and ending credits of the 1999 film Fight Club.

 With your feet in the air and your head on the ground

Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Your head will collapse

But there's nothing in it

    And you'll ask yourself

   Where is my mind??

 Check their  myspace page  for further knowledge http://www.myspace.com/pixies